I have a new scrap of something I'm working on.. hey I'm bored and at work.

Wow.. my last blog here was more than a year ago.... and it had to do with Sarah....
Now thats done and over with... as of Feb....
Meh
Anyways, for some reason I have lost a lot of my 3D art motivation, which sucks, cause I had big plans for that when I actually got good at it.
Well I guess I'll just have to gather enough motivation to do something I suppose

wow, I just nearly put something on this deviant art journal that i should really not.... hehe wow
*shoots self*

why do i continually say that word? I hate that word, dammit!
>_<

I'm so hopeless, seriously.
unachievable... *sigh*

Yay! not only is this my first journal in this place, i am quite happy for the fact that i have finally found my DREAMSTATE INTER DIMENSION poem book! YAY! I've been looking for that for so godamned long.... also my CD, Raindrops, which i am still sad that i cannot find.... grr.....
but i am glad i found my book... it has a bunch of poems i wrote last year somewhere about.... june? i know that it was before July 4, i can tell you that. but i will start posting them..... some of them will have structures like other famous poems, but thats because summer school made me do that.... i will number them accordingly, but a few numbers will be missing cause some of the poems are already in here... Frustration and Dreamstate ....... these poems mean a lot to me because it signifies a radical change, for the good, in me.